Lately been kinda feeling that i’ve ruined my entire relationship with my girlfriend. I just can’t shake that feeling off and its making me really uncomfortable and i desperately feel like i need to fix it. Although things seem like they went back to normal, I still feel like it didn’t. I really wish i wasn’t that flawed of an individual to have caused so much pain and suffering to her.
I feel like things may be different now. But i’m not giving up. This journaling is actually helping me put a voice to my words so that i can stop lying to myself and telling myself that everything is fine. To think that the journalling ive been putting off so long is actually helping me so much.
Thank you. I need to grow. Day by day. To give my feelings a place to rest and to help give peace to myself.
Chicken Rice Jia Fan 